tama ba spelling ko?

anyway...
to make things straight...
i need money to cope up with my needs for school...
reason: my mom will be in her operation for her myoma and that will cost so much money... i know how hard it is to earn thats why i want to earn for myself so that i dont have to ask for money anymore and i can sustain my school needs... if you know a in house-part time job e.g. illustrator, concept artist etc, note me at

and im doing commisions!
just note me if you want
traditional: 100 (8.5x11) (increase of pride depending on the size)
digital: 120 (size may also depends)

i also sell paintings and artworks.. i might upload what i sell here about after 2-3 weeks

thanks..

hehe...

matagal tagal din na hindi ko to binuksan...

halo-halo emotion ko ngayon
masaya, malungkot, naghihinayang, natatawa...

di ko akalain na medyo kilala pala tong account na to kahit na
di magaganda yung nasa gallery ko...tinatawanan ko yung mga ginawa ko na akala ko maganda na pero di pa pala heheheheh...

masaya ako hindi ko akalain na sikat to.. kahit di ko na sya binuksan
may pumapansin pa din...(akalain mo! si harvey tolibao eh nagcomment pa sa page na to! eh taga GH un eh!!!! )

malungkot lumipas na ang mga masaya at malungkot na happening dito...

nanghihinayang dahil nakita ko ang mga pinalampas ang SANDAMAKMAK na pagkakataon na ibinigay"nya"...nabasa ko kasi yung mga messages nya uli... at naintindihan ko nang mas maayos kung ano ang gusto nyang sabihin...thanks for calling me your guardian angel (sa tagal nyang pinost yun ngayon ko lang nabasa!)...inunahan kasi ako ng takot noon, walang alam sa mga bagay-bagay... ika nga nasa huli ang pagsisi...


"she's so special to me... and this account brings back our memories"

well time goes by .. i dont have the chance to
have her again but only God knows if my luck again will turn..we never know what will destiny do and we may meet again for the second time...

really this account brings memories of her to me...i having nostagia right now...
well enough of that..

BAT AKO BIGLANG NAG ENGLISH!!!!

ANYWAY... try ko magpasa ng works dito pero gagamitin ko pa rin ang isang account ko
para kasing gusto kong ulitin yung mga ginawa ko noon.. nang mas matino!natatawa kasi ako.. ang dumi ng gawa ko!!!! AS IN!


anyway... too much of talk...
kaya ko sya binuksan kasi napansin ko na may butterfly sa icon ng account na to... ang pagkakatanda ko... walang butterfly yung icon... yung girl lang saka yung flashing characters...(the white butterfly is a sign that im asking for God if this is the right person or right action to be done)
kaya naintriga ako at binukasan ko to...

check nyo nalang yung isang account ko... mas buhay ako doon...

commissions!!!!

i am accepting commisions!!
(needed to support my needs in school)

service will be posted a week or two!

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thanks to for lending her tablet to me!
THANKS VERY MUCH!!!
yay!!!!!!!!!

oh well thats all for now! :3 :3

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I want to be with you but you seem so far away...
I want to share this feeling but fear always hold me down...
I hope this is not the end...
I hope will be together again...

WAIII!!!!!
Too many Games to Play!!!!!!!!

GAMES TO PLAY:

Drummania*
Initial D*
Final Fantasy VII
Final Fantasy VIII
Final Fantasy IX
Kingdom Hearts

and.. uh... i think thats all
but

IT cost a lot of money!
(except the FF cos i can play it at home)
I dont have a PS2 so i need to rent if i want to play KH...

but anyway im playing DrumMania and Initial D (addicted on both)

hahhaha i wish i have a job so i can have money for playing! ^_^

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so much thanks to my
one and only loving sister>>
for lending her scanner for a week!
THANKS!!! :hug
(i wish someonle lend or GIVE me his/her tablet!)

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oh well thats ALL!!!!

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even the wheel of fate turns diffirent
my feelings will still remains the same

hahahahahha

too much happened to my life and i felt how life cruel is....
i just wanted to die now...
to tell the truth... emotional injury is more painful than physical injury...
seeing the love of your life go...
and still hoping that she comes back...
i wish i could turn back time and recreate it again...
if i can make those memories come again...
i was only given a chance to to bring back the past and make it right...
*sigh* if i only knew this would happen...
but i know where she is... she is happy now... not needing me anymore...
why just move on?! yeah... maybe right... but because i really love her,
i gave up all of my crushes and my infatuations just to prove that i love her...
all i can do is wait for her to come back...
but time and circumstances is telling me..." what if she doesnt come back?"
i dont know what to answer... ive given up myself just for her...
*sigh* just want to tell my feelings...

i just want those memories to be reality again and continue it... those dreams and promises to be fulfilled... to fill-up each others lack... share each others burden and success..

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COMIC MAKING TIME FOR JANUARY!!! HORRAY!!!!
at last my works will be published! (i wish :crossfinger: )

hahahahahha

im so much addicted to DRUMMANIA!!!!!!
if youre interested visit the site [link]
(its like real drums!)
too much addicted i create my own drummania files!!

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LISTENING TO:
Moonlight butterfly-Asaki
Dragon Blade- Kozo Nakamura
Childrens Sketchbook-hirofumi soseki
Across the Nightmare- Jimmy Wreckl

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